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Post by Zesha on Jul 13, 2009 15:23:18 GMT -5
Hello everyone. I'm sorry I haven't been on as much as I should or even as much as I would like. Stop reading now if you don't want to hear about my life, however, since "members don't care about the admin's life." (That was quoted from an old member who I would love to strangle. Not from this site, but from another. Some might care.)
Ahem. Some of you already know that I have depression, and not minor depression either. I have been diagnosed with major depression, and I am on medicine for it. However, the medicine I am on, Prozac, is doing little to nothing for me. On the 20th of this month, I will go to a psychiatrist to be evaluated for another medication that might actually work. So if I don't get on that day, you know why, since I have no idea how long I'll be there.
Depression is no longer seen as just an emotion, but a disease. This is because of its hindering effects. I myself have the symptoms of fatigue, feelings of worthlessness (as much as I try to hide it), and lack of interest in things that I enjoy. That is why I have not been role playing much, because I have felt as if I can't get myself to do it. Sad but true. And for anyone who thinks you can will away depression... believe me, I've tried. Many times I wish I hadn't, since it only made it worse.
Anyway, that's what's up with me. If I don't seem to be on much or at least seem to be on but not doing much of anything, that's why. I hope for this to end soon. I won't be giving up on BY, though. As far as I know, this is the only site of its kind, unless someone ripped me off and took my idea.
Well everyone, happy role playing. Just see one of the other staff members if you need any help when I'm not on, and you can always IM or email me. I can't say I'll respond immediately, but I will get back to you, for sure.
Oh, and if anyone asks if we're active, tell them they'd know if they took the time to look. |
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